I'm feeling like two different people? (warning)

2022.01.28 16:45 ModeratorForLeaks I'm feeling like two different people? (warning)

Some of this is me needing to vent, but also I'm kind of wondering if other people tend to feel the same way as I do. I'm not sure if it is anything to do with BPD, or people in general, or if it's just me.
I feel like I am two different people. Actually someone I'm close to said that's how they saw me, but I'm seeing it within myself and it is really frightening. it is like i have this one side of me that (i'll call it personality #1) is honest and kind, caring and loving, very empathetic and considerate as well. But this side also has tons of guilt and depression and fear (a lot of it because of personality #2). the other side (i'll call personality #2) is more spontaneous, impulsive and aggressive, doesn't think of consequences, and tends to be defensive and angry. When I'm in this side, I totally forget about "#1", and also i don't feel like i have any control over this side. Anyways, the same pattern keeps occuring, and i feel like it's just a vicious circle that ends up damaging my self worth and esteem, and causes lots of negativity. It goes something like this:
-when i'm in personality #2, i often do something/say something impulsive without thinking of the consequences. -then i eventually go back to personality #1, and end up reflecting on what happened. i tend to feel a lot of resentment for the other side (#2) because i almost feel like i have to deal with the consequences and guilt from what that side did bc i felt like it was that other side of me that did it, and not personality #1. (i'm wondering if i'm just not wanting to assume responsibility for my actions) -therefore in personality #1, I realize that personality #2 is also a part of me too, and thus i am resentful towards myself. it hurts my self esteem and self worth. and thus i deal with lots of depression and regret and frusteration at the loss of control. I end up feeling hopeless because i felt like i couldn't control the personality #2 and also feel like i'm a horrible person. -then i end dealing with stress or whatever, and i become personality #2 again. And since #2 always forgets about #1, the cycle begins again.
maybe i'm just thinking about everything too much. i'm not even sure if this makes sense. i kind of feel like i might be making a simple life experience into a super complicated equation or something. I tend to do that too when i feel trapped in my head. Feedback would be appreciated though lol. thank you.
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